http://www.shoutinginside.com/2009/04/07/in-dreams/ Whispers in the Roar Thu, 09 Sep 2010 02:42:58 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.3.1 http://www.shoutinginside.com/2009/04/07/in-dreams/#comment-7944 tears Wed, 06 May 2009 20:01:01 +0000 http://www.shoutinginside.com/2009/04/07/in-dreams/#comment-7944 Alot of times, i wonder what other families in this world are like. I want to know the difference between what everyone else goes through and what i go through. Sometimes i tell myself to shut up because i am just complaining. Sometimes when i try to tell someone about stuff going on they act like that would never happen in their lives. My mom is an alcoholic, i know that their moms are not, but i just always figured they had problems of their own to worry about. People always say their is no such thing as a perfect family. Well my family isn't perfect so what do i have to worry about. Someone, anyone if you have any advice for me please commit. I Alot of times, i wonder what other families in this world are like. I want to know the difference between what everyone else goes through and what i go through. Sometimes i tell myself to shut up because i am just complaining. Sometimes when i try to tell someone about stuff going on they act like that would never happen in their lives. My mom is an alcoholic, i know that their moms are not, but i just always figured they had problems of their own to worry about. People always say their is no such thing as a perfect family. Well my family isn’t perfect so what do i have to worry about. Someone, anyone if you have any advice for me please commit. I

]]> http://www.shoutinginside.com/2009/04/07/in-dreams/#comment-7905 wrote "in dreams" Fri, 01 May 2009 13:25:17 +0000 http://www.shoutinginside.com/2009/04/07/in-dreams/#comment-7905 that's a good question. and i think it's different for every single person. i can tell you how i feel now, compared to how i felt before. i felt quite similar to what you described, that i was always making it sound worse than it was and i felt very torn up inside. luckily i had some really good listeners in my life and they let me know that i am not alone and that they believed me. talking to people that i trust, taking good care of myself, and seeking help when i need it has helped me deal with the pain. that’s a good question. and i think it’s different for every single person. i can tell you how i feel now, compared to how i felt before. i felt quite similar to what you described, that i was always making it sound worse than it was and i felt very torn up inside. luckily i had some really good listeners in my life and they let me know that i am not alone and that they believed me. talking to people that i trust, taking good care of myself, and seeking help when i need it has helped me deal with the pain.

]]> http://www.shoutinginside.com/2009/04/07/in-dreams/#comment-7900 it doesn't matter...weR the same Thu, 30 Apr 2009 19:48:41 +0000 http://www.shoutinginside.com/2009/04/07/in-dreams/#comment-7900 my whole life i have pretended that nothing could be better than my family. i feel really awkward telling the truth and i always feel that im telling the story in a worse light than it really happened but then i ask myself if it is true and i realize i did not get the facts wrong at all. I'm so confused. I feel like i have betrayed them but at the same time i know that i could not stay at home because of everything that was going on. i just feel tore up inside. Since many people reading this have been through the same thing i have a question...does that pain ever go away or at least get to the point that you can deal with it? my whole life i have pretended that nothing could be better than my family. i feel really awkward telling the truth and i always feel that im telling the story in a worse light than it really happened but then i ask myself if it is true and i realize i did not get the facts wrong at all. I’m so confused. I feel like i have betrayed them but at the same time i know that i could not stay at home because of everything that was going on. i just feel tore up inside. Since many people reading this have been through the same thing i have a question…does that pain ever go away or at least get to the point that you can deal with it?

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